neeRa = girl ;p

Gifts & Awards.

2010-03-20T16:27:00.001-07:00

--AWARDS:--

--GIFTS FROM AFFIES/FRIENDS--

JAEBEOM SUPPORT:

MEEFANFICTION 3-MONTHS:

2009 HALLOWEEN:

2009 THANKSGIVING:

2009 HOLIDAY:

2010 NEW YEAR:

2010 VALENTINE'S DAY:

Freebies.

2010-02-28T16:30:00.000-08:00

2nd batch. All pictures are uploaded from my photobucket account & not from my tinypic- as you can see, there's a lot and I can't upload all of them in one shot. Honestly, Jonghyun has the most icons but then I've decided to add more sangtae! XD Forgive me? KEKEKEKEKEKEKE.

Enjoy & please do credit back if in use.

Some of the pictures... do you think they're low quality? Yes? Yes? If yes, then I must have been doing a good job! You see, I'm aiming for this magazine effect so those chosen icons should be low quality :) Look through & seach for the first OnKey- don't they look alike? Seriously! Anyway, I didn't add any effect- just changed the coloring, played with the angles and sizes because if I added effects/textures, then how are we suppose to look at those beautiful faces? (*snickers)

I know, I said I'm doing Mandopop~ I lied 8D

2010-02-28T13:02:00.000-08:00

So true. But change Taemin to Jonghyun :) LEE JINKI, OH YEAH~

Hell I Care.

2010-02-27T14:05:00.000-08:00

I'm starting to hate tumblr, or just simply love blogger than tumblr because I get to see pictures that aren't suppose to be seen by my own precious innocent eyes.

T_T

Okay, so maybe my eyes aren't that innocent. But hey, I hate it okay? I hate to see those ugly posts by my friends that has pictures of him with another girl. Maybe some of them are photoshopped but (together with 2ne1,) I don't care.
-- okay, I care so much I can't stand those effing pictures.

Anyway, the hell I care! I'm just a fan ;p But I hate it when he's with those... girls.

KEKEKEKEKEKE :)

I'll add more freebies soon because I accepted more affies than before.
ooh yeah ;3

Who do you want? I might make do Mandapop because I miss 'em, don't you?

Freebies.

2010-02-25T17:02:00.001-08:00

All pictures came from scanned magazines ;p

Do credit back if it's in use.

Total of 12 icons. Result of total darkness inside the house T_T
Technically, almost all of 'em are Jin Ki's, hey,
not my fault Key & Minho were in different pages.

KEKEKEKEKEKE ;p

Not totally the best, so no one will probably use it.

Working At.

2010-02-25T16:58:00.001-08:00

Currently working at the following.

No link buttons:

| Lackadaisical Evocation | RRC | Fairytale Fantasies |

Currently owning:

Also find me at: Tumblr && Facebook.

Whatever.

2010-02-20T17:36:00.000-08:00

Since winglin is still down, I had to look for something right?

I searched around and remembered fictionpress, and so I started browsing and effing awesome, the stories. I'm reconnecting with my smart self, starting from reading this book I forgot I bought from a book convention and doing my project. LOL, yes, I did my project. Go, celebrate and tell the world how this stupid book changed my life.

Anyone knows James Marsden? That's my new idol, you see. I moved on from Michael Crichton to Marsden because of one effing series. Well, I still like Crichton's works but now I'm more in to Marsden's. You see, I randomly pulled a book from the library and it just so happened to be the A Killing Frost, the 3rd book in The Tomorrow Series.

I just realized that there's an overview of the other books (that I unfortunately don't have with me) in Google- freak, I'm staying up late.

Anyway, I just had this brilliant idea for a story since the books that I'm reading right now are about death and killing. I'll post it in Scribbles soon, okay? ;p

&& NEW LAYOUT @ CC-M ;3

Bored.

2010-02-17T18:56:00.000-08:00

So here I am, rocking my own little world with stuffs I know I would enjoy.

I was suppose to update yesterday, but I got too lazy to press the publish post. Anyway, here are the updates; though, you don't care that much, don't you? T_T

I was effing bad trip yesterday, I didn't know why but for some reasons, I'm not cutting myself right now. Not that I'm emo or something, I assure you, I'm 100% glee & cheery. So yeah, I was pretty bored and I've decided to make this post longer than the other ones.

Am only here at my crib, with my earphones in my ear listening to my favorite songs then this song suddenly came out and F yes, my life had a reason again.

Pride and The Flame, sang by Bamboo. I also love Mr. Clay (talks about our Father above,) && Tatsulok (talks corrupted class structure & poverty- this is perfect at our movie) one of their many inspiring songs. Gosh this band really gives off meaning and reasons of living, and they sing songs that have deep and reasonable meanings behind them. I remember cursing myself a few seconds ago because I forgot their very first album back at Manila and I swear, I would kill just to have all four of them.

Speaking of killing, I've also been dying to have our trip downtown tomorrow. Lucky me, I'm attending film workshops- courtesy of Ms. C, my SS teacher. I get to act as one of the sisters with this documentary-like movie we've been planning on, mini-series about poverty.I'll tell you all about it tomorrow once I get home ;)

Thank you, JOO && Xiao Wen. You guys made my day. JOO finished my one-shot and oh my effing gosh! that was so hilarious! I was laughing non-stop and giggling to myself as I go from paragraph to paragraph. So creative && fun, that's JOO my peeps. Xiao Wen invited me to star on her story, and I feel so honored to be a part of it. One of the experienced writers invited me to star instead of applying for it? LOL, good deal my friend.

Anyway, I think I didn't mention this but we went to Telus Science downtown a few days ago and we made crafts and stuffs. I got to rock-climb && carry myself and also get to have fun with my awesome-tastic friends. I took pictures of some stuffs I got- technically stole with the thought of them as souvenirs. But they don't worth that much so yeah, guilt isn't taking over me. ^_^

Oh yeah, since it's Lenten season, what's your sacrifice my peeps? Me? I won't be going on Facebook for 40 days which just started yesterday. I'm not really worried since FB isn't my life- what I'm thinking about is my Cafe World. I'm still cooking Turkeys & Crab soups and they'll spoil if I don't do anything about it.

Yee.

2010-02-16T15:35:00.000-08:00

I just realized that I blog every 2 days ;p

I have this thing for short titles, yet my stories are entitled more than 3 words T_T Winglin is still effing down, so yes, for once I'm even doing projects at home. I repeat-- AT HOME. I usually do them at school because I'm that fast && clever. But now, I just brought my Religion project with me. So much for SPS/HPS (Studying/Homework Paralysis Syndrome.)

For those who requested any reviews from any of the sites I work at, I'm sorry but if there's no winglin, then there's no review. Be patient okay? && I applied for one more site. Oh yeah. Shards Of Memories, one of my affies.

&& for those who asked for my fanfics, I seriously lost count && I'm terribly sorry. I need to buy an organizer, one day ;p As for the pending requests, I received 5 but I forgot their names. Ha-ha-ha, don't worry, I'm sure I got all of yours. Starting now, I'll post all of them @ Scribbles.

Special thanks to Taki for my new link button! Oh yeah, I love it!

Visit && follow my tumblr! mynameisneera.tumblr.com

I lost my effing mind when I subscribed to dubulge. KEKEKEKEKEKE; as what Reina told me now... here comes her real pervert side. && I applied for a shorter URL. hoping to be a neeralivesonce.ebored.com

My blog is boring, right? I might add some songs,
but I'm still choosing the perfect one ;D

T^T

2010-02-14T10:30:00.001-08:00

Freak me, I joined 2 other sites. T^T

Yet, I only receive requests from 2 (CC-M & Stories from the Heart) of them.
Well, reasons why are:

- winglin is down; i can't review stories.
- majority of the sites are newly created.

Anyway, here are the the 2 new sites I'm working at!
Star-Lit-Dreams && Fairytale Fantasies.
both sites focus mainly on Mandopop (e.g. Fahrenheit, SHE, Lollipop, Ariel Lin, etc.)
but their layouts are absolutely one of the best ;p

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE :)
if you want a gift, be affies with CC-M & get a free banner ft. 2PM.

&& also, I just wanted to share this video with you. They're awesome!

There are also other videos such as; So Sick, Insomnia & Closer and Nobody.
just search it on Youtube ;] I swear- no regrets, all of it are good.

New look.

2010-02-12T23:52:00.000-08:00

You might have noticed it now, so yeah, my blog has a new layout! :P

I'm tired from all the requests I did. Gosh, I think my brain is going to burst out of my head. Seriously-- it was that exhausting. Well at least days are shorter than before, I'm beginning to learn the value of time and how to be responsible. Yeah right? Since when did I turn responsible? Last year, I resigned from 3 sites I was working for and now I applied for 6?!

I just love the challenge father internet has to offer me :)

REMEMBER TO VISIT CC-M & EAR--CANDY!
REMEMBER TO VISIT CC-M & EAR--CANDY!
REMEMBER TO VISIT CC-M & EAR--CANDY!
REMEMBER TO VISIT CC-M & EAR--CANDY!
REMEMBER TO VISIT CC-M & EAR--CANDY!
REMEMBER TO VISIT CC-M & EAR--CANDY!
REMEMBER TO VISIT CC-M & EAR--CANDY!
REMEMBER TO VISIT CC-M & EAR--CANDY!
REMEMBER TO VISIT CC-M & EAR--CANDY!
REMEMBER TO VISIT CC-M & EAR--CANDY!
REMEMBER TO VISIT CC-M & EAR--CANDY!
REMEMBER TO VISIT CC-M & EAR--CANDY!

&& Radioactive Rainbow Cake. (& their layout is plain hot!)
&& Radioactive Rainbow Cake. (& their layout is plain hot!)
&& Radioactive Rainbow Cake. (& their layout is plain hot!)
&& Radioactive Rainbow Cake. (& their layout is plain hot!)
&& Radioactive Rainbow Cake. (& their layout is plain hot!)
&& Radioactive Rainbow Cake. (& their layout is plain hot!)

I can do this all night but I'm sleepy.

I just finished a one-shot request just by waiting for my sister to finish updating her tumblr. And that was like, 30 minutes? Oh em gee, I'm so proud of myself! I over-topped my own record of 2 hours last week. I just hope the story won't be crappy for the applicant's eyes T_T I'm not that horrible, you know! I've been writing stories since I was in 5th grade and I've written 6 books that were never able to be published-- and is now rotting back in the Philippines beside my friend's bed. (Well, one of them; the other 5 is upstairs!) I just felt like sharing that to you, whoever is reading this.

Can someone make me a link button? If you love me that much-- LOL, I'm just kidding! If you wanted to be credited or posted here on my boring old blog, then you should make me one. It should be 35x100 pixels in size featuring Onew of Shinee :)

Thank you, email me if you really did ^_^
neeraskee@gmail.com

yeo.

2010-02-07T13:05:00.000-08:00

Blogging is a way of life- no, it's just a part of it.

I miss blogging, haven't done it for who-knows-how-many-weeks! Damn, I'm effing busy running this site. And so I hired an assistant webmistress to do some of the works for me. Smart? I know. I am. Anyway, yeah-- I met lots of new friends, learned lots of stuffs and tricks on editing/blending pictures, what else? Oh yeah, my obsession is still the same.

LOL, KPOP is taking over my world! HELP ME will you?!! :)

Made two new signatures; Onew for blogger/ccm/soompi while Kim Bum for idk.

We're going to my uncle's house today, probably going to watch Superbowl 2010. Hell yeah, these people love sports! I should start loving 'em too since it's going to be a part of my life now that I'm here in Canada.

I also helped my sister with her blog. HTML intelligence! :D

Also updated my tumblr- been a month since my last post so yeah.
Also watching HELLO BABY season 2 starring SHINee & our dear son Yoogeon! :D
Yes, he is mine and Onew's son. HAHAHAHA!
Yeo, dreaming isn't illegal so don't bash me.

Now I'm just smiling to myself like an idiot :)

Re-starting fics with a new pen name ranee.pOts so if you see that name either in Soompi or Winglin, then click it because it's mine. LOL yeah.

Currently the web-mommy of CC-M [Chocolate Cookie Munchers.]
One-shot writer of STFH [Stories From The Heart] that is created by babypaopao.
Reviewer of Memorable Footsteps [managed by Hainexazien,] Lackadaisical Evocation, My Sensation [managed by Cutterpillow-unnie & Kaye] and Mysterious Souls.
If you wanna know the links, just look up at the links under 'working at.'

Yeah, that's about it!

ADVANCE HAPPY VALENTINES peeps :D

Yes, yes.

2010-01-30T20:05:00.000-08:00

Bold all of the Korean celebrity males that you find attractive.

1.Choi Siwon(Super Junior)

2.Lee Donghae(Super Junior)

3.Cho Kyuhyun(Super Junior)

4.Kim Kibum(Super Junior)

5.Kangin(Super Junior)

6.Leeteuk(Super Junior)

7.Eunhyuk(Super Junior)

8.Ryeowook(Super Junior)

9.Lee Sungmin(Super Junior)

10.HanGeng(Super Junior)

11.Kim Heechul(Super Junior)

12.Shindong(Super Junior)

13.Yesung(Super Junior)

14.Zhou Mi(Super Junior)

15.Henry Lau(Super Junior)

16.GDragon(BigBang)

17.TOP(BigBang)

18.Daesung(BigBang)

19.Taeyang(BigBang)

20.Seungri(BigBang)

21.Jaebeom(2PM)

22.Nichkhun(2PM)

23.Taecyon(2PM)

24.Wooyoung(2PM)

25.Junsu(2PM)

26.Junho(2PM)

27.Chansung(2PM)

28.Max Changmin(TVXQ)

29.Xiah Junsu(TVXQ)

30.Micky Yoochun(TVXQ)

31.U-Know Yunho(TVXQ)

32.Hero Jaejoong(TVXQ)

33.Joon(MBLAQ)

34.Seungho(MBLAQ)

35.G.O(MBLAQ)

36.Mir(MBLAQ)

37.CheonDung/Thunder(MBLAQ)

38.DongWoon(BEAST)

39.Yoseob(BEAST)

40.JunHyung(BEAST)

41.HyunSeung(BEAST)

42.DooJoon(BEAST)

43.GiKwang/AJ(BEAST)

44.Lee Hongki(FTI)

45.JongHun(FTI)

46.Minhwan(FTI)

47.JaeJin(FTI)

48.Seunghyun(FTI)

49.Lee Seunggi

50.Lee Minho

52.Kim Bum

53.Taemin(SHINee)

54.Jonghyun(SHINee)

55.Minho(SHINee)

56.Onew(SHINee)

57.Key(SHINee)

58. Kim HyunJoong (SS501)

59. Heo YoungSaeng (SS501)

60. Park JungMin (SS501)

61. Kim KyuJong (SS501)

62. Kim HyungJoong (SS501)

63. Song Joong Ki

64. Jang Geun Suk

65. LeeU (F.Cuz)

66. Jinon (F.Cuz)

67. Yejun (F.Cuz)

68. Kan (F.Cuz)

69. Wonbin (ex- FT Island)

70. ChangHyun (SHU-I)

71. MinHo (SHU-I)

72. Inseok (SHU-I)

73. HyunJoong (SHU-I)

74. Jinseok (SHU-I)

75. Ha MinWoo (ZE:A)

76. Hwang KangHee (ZE:A)

77. Jung HeeChul (ZE:A)

78. Moon JunYoung (ZE:A)

79. Park HyungShik (ZE:A)

80. Si Wan (ZE:A)

81. Kim TaeHun (ZE:A)

82. Kim DongJun (ZE:A)

83. Kevin Kim (ZE:A)

84. Shin SooHyun (U-KISS)

85. Alexander (U-KISS)

86. Kim Kibum (U-KISS)

87. Eli (U-KISS)

88. Lee KiSub (U-KISS)

89. Kevin Woo (U-KISS)

90. Shin DongHo (U-KISS)

91. Bi Rain

Stand By Me

2010-01-27T20:02:00.000-08:00

*tagged by Nizza, Kaye and Haine and my FACEBOOK friends thrice.

1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you got the memo from.

LET’S START!

IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?
– You Are My Destiny by F(x) [Luna & Krystal]

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
– Beautiful Enough [Hana Kimi OST] *oh yeah, that's right! xD

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
– Ring Ding Dong by SHINee [Year Of Us]

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
– Breathe by G-Dragon

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
– Please Don't Go by SHINee [Onew & Jonghyun]

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
– Noona Is So Pretty by SHINee *not really, my friends think I'm a hopeless weird brat T_T

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
– Heartbeat by 2PM *maybe-eee..

WHAT IS 2+2?
– Super Girl by Super Junior M

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
– Wedding Dress by Taeyang

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
– Boy Meets Girl by F.T. Island

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
– Countdown by SHINee [Dream KBS OST] *if you'll look at the lyrics, yeah kinda!

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
– Juliette by SHINee *LOL, Ranee is already a Juliette, my bro!

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
– Heartbreaker by G-Dragon *it's a heartbreaking news once I die, but the beat of the song.. EH?!!

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
– The Name I Loved by Onew *yeah, because my husband's going to sing me his song :P

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
– Chu by F(x) *basing at the lyrics, then it's a perfect fit!

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
– Abracadabra by Brown Eyed Girls

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
– Red Sunset Glow by BIG BANG

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
– La Chata by F(x)

WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
– Don't Love (Me) by F.T. Island *woah, that's scary!!

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
– Girl's Generation by SNSD *HELL YEAH! xD

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
– 10 Out Of 10 by 2PM *amph, the MV did. but jay made me cry T_T

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
– Gee by SNSD *this is weird, it's like my playlist knows I don't like 'em!

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
– Genie (Tell Me Your Wish) by SNSD *LOL, weird...

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
– I Hope by F.T. Island *perfect!

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
– SHINee Girl by SHINee *nope, they think of me as an obsessive spoiled daughter o_O

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
– The Leaders by G-Dragon ft. Teddy and CL *the leaders? eh?

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
– Fire by 2ne1

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
– Tri-Angle by DBSK ft. BoA and TRAX

WHAT WOULD YOU SAY, WHEN YOU MEET YOUR BOSS?
– I'm Your Man by SS501 *I'll get fired when that happen.

WHAT WOULD THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE SAY TO YOU?
– Marry Me by Super Junior *yes, I will Onew.

WHAT WOULD YOU SAY TO YOUR WORST ENEMY-TURN-FRIEND?
– Because I'm A Fool by SS501 *yes, you are.

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
– Stand By Me by SHINee

yeah boo

2010-01-19T16:46:00.000-08:00

LOL! CHANGED MY MIND, I'LL DO JO JO INSTEAD OF REPLAY!!

Oh yeah!

2010-01-16T15:50:00.000-08:00

"Whenever I see him, I feel my eyes cry.
Whenever I watch him fly, I feel my heart breaking into pieces.
Whenever I call his name, I feel a shiver down my spine.
If it's called obsession, then f*ck my damned life."

I hate when these things happen unexpectedly.

Onew + Ranee = OnEe is LOVE
Always (&) Forever.

DBSK (Break Out) 29th Japanese Single

2010-01-09T16:57:00.000-08:00

2009 List

2010-01-05T21:06:00.000-08:00

Sticky Note: After the ultra countdown with endless spamming, in duet with my dongsaeng Deanne because THE REST were out of reach. Yeo, yeo- buzz me if you're still alive guys! Ha-ha-ha, anyway, here's MY 2009 LIST that some of you are waiting for. (drum rolls)

▬▬▬

TOP 10 KPOP GROUPS (*in order)

▌2PM: even though 7-1=0, 2PM rocked our worlds with your upbeat album.
▌SHINee: 2009 was really, a Year Of Us.
▌Super Junior: Sorry Sorry & It's You rocked the Korean wave all over Asia.
▌2ne1: the BIG BANG female version, also an award-winning rookie.
▌SNSD: they were really award-winning.
▌Kara: Wanna & Mister rocked my life.
▌BEAST: an award-winning rookie group, at the same time is the best.
▌F(x): SME has once done it again, good debut performance.
▌T-ara: Bo Peep, Bo Peep was amazing.
▌Brown Eyed Girls: sexy wild goddesses.

(*waiting list: BIG BANG, FT Island, MBLAQ, 2AM, Wonder Girls.)

TOP 5 KOREAN DRAMAS (*not in order)

▌Boys Before Flowers
▌You're Beautiful
▌Take Care of the Young Lady
▌IRIS
▌Telecinema Series (7 Chapters)

TOP VISITED SITES (*not in order)

▌Blogger
▌Winglin
▌Facebook
▌Youtube
▌Plurk
▌Soompi
▌Affiliates
▌Brusheezy
▌Internation Forum Sites (SHINee, 2ONEDAY, ELF)

TOP MOST COMMONLY SANG SONGS (*in order)

▌Wedding Dress (Taeyang)
▌Ring Ding Dong (SHINee)
▌The Leaders (Teddy, G-Dragon & CL)
▌Heartbreaker (G-Dragon)
▌Fire (2ne1)
▌Juliette (SHINee)
▌Jo Jo (SHINee)
▌Red Sunset Glow (BIG BANG)
▌Tell Me Your Wish (SNSD)
▌I'm Going To Meet Her Now (Kim Kibum)
▌Because I'm A Fool (SS501)
▌Mister (Kara)
▌Nobody (Wonder Girls)
▌Vanilla Love (Lee Hyun Ji & Onew)

MOST WATCHED TV SHOWS (*not in order)

▌Star Golden Bell
▌SHINee's Yunhanam
▌Star King
▌Strong Heart
▌2ne1/BIG BANG YG Show
▌Family Outing
▌We Got Married

KEKEKEKEKE.

2009-12-30T17:37:00.000-08:00

Yey, the year is coming to an end. Ha-ha-ha, weird why I feel happy of a new year coming. Hhm, maybe this year left a big impact on me that gave me a near-to-death experience (over exaggeration-much?) and you will obviously assume that I want to forget it and move on to a new beginning. Yeah right...

Anyway, I completely stalked Korean idols last night and guess what? I added SHINee's (Onew, Jonghyun, Key, Minho & Taemin) accounts and now I'm just waiting for their approval. I also added Taecyeon, and sadly I can't find the rest of 2PM's accounts. Depressing, yes. Oh yeah, I joined the SHINee's international forum. Seriously, I was staring at their header because Onew is just seriously handsome. I don't know why other people (are they?) hate Korean pops; Kpops are just freaking hot.

About this addiction, yeah-- I've tried to isolate myself because I don't want anymore dreaming to happen that in the end, will affect my studies and will not come true at all. I want to be more realistic here, like for example, IF I'm going to like someone then probably I would choose someone that I have hope with. Because falling for someone THAT popular and busy and freaking hot is not that easy. You love him from afar as your heart crack in pieces. That would SURELY hurt, don't you think?

I just stick to listening to their songs and not watching videos anymore. And I must say, I'M NOT DOING GREAT AT ALL. I tried to stop myself, but I just can't. My mind is telling me not to because I'll just get more addicted to him and I'll end up marching to Korea, asking him to marry me... and that's embarrassing, don't you think? But my heart just want to see him, even in the videos. But again, I have to do this for my own good.

And I've resigned (Ho-Ho-Ho!) to some of the sites that I work for since they're inactive nowadays. And I don't want myself getting stressed just because of their non-stop requests. I ended up taking requests from people to write them stories. Yeah, I wanted to be a writer since I was young. Look! Look! I'm typing with my big eyes on the TV and not in the screen. Aren't I great? Nope, I'm not-- I'm just cool, that's all. Nothing to brag about. Ha-ha-ha :D

ONEW, just leave my mind okay? I don't want to end up living my life with me proposing to you. KEKEKEKE, nope, you have to propose to me instead. Just so you know, my address is ******. LOL, as if he's really reading this. Haayy, another dream being crashed to the grounds because of reality.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE & HAVE A GREAT ONE! :D

Happy Holidays.

2009-12-25T00:41:00.000-08:00

Not everything ends with what you've planned.

Yeah, that's what happened to me this Christmas season. I think this was one of the worst Christmas celebrations I've had in my 13 years of living, but also one of the funnest ones. It was bad because I had to sleep in for half an hour, and play card games with my sisters for 3 straight whole hours. It was painful, and also fun. Maybe I just miss the old times where I used to host our family's Christmas party back in the Philippines, where we give everyone presents and red envelopes, that everyone are together at Christmas eve. Unlike here, everyone just mind their own business and wait until it's 12 midnight so everyone could greet everyone- even though we don't know each other.

Painful, but so true.

Anyway, THANKS TO ALL THE AFFIES WHO GAVE ME CHRISTMAS BANNERS FOR THIS CELEBRATION. I'm so sorry that I can't personally greet you or go blog/site-hopping and give you a present that I made myself. I'm painfully suffering right now, and my headache is just making everything worse.

Sheila, IF you are reading this, Mianhae ;3

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE, && hope that you didn't have a boring one like mine!

Tee-Hee ;p

Freak.

2009-12-23T20:53:00.000-08:00

I'm still flinching. Gosh, even though it happened months ago, I still can't stop thinking about it. Freak. Oppa's always injured, hope you're doing fine! AHH!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE! Might add more updates later.

WTF.

2009-12-22T16:06:00.000-08:00

Freak. What the hell is wrong with Kpop industries these days? Why are they doing this to me? Yeah, ME?! They're freaking making them suffer, and when I see them suffer, well it makes me cry. It's so sad to see Hankyung not resting for 2 years. What the hell is wrong with SM Entertainment these days? First, DBSK's disappearance because of that unending lawsuit controversy, I don't know since when but now Hankyung from Super Junior? Wah! Please, I don't want DBSK to disband. Never, please. They're the one who influenced me to be sexy because of Mirotic (LOL, i already know how to be foolish but sexy. kekeke~) and they're the legendary boy band of the century! I mean, have you ever seen 5 hot guys in one group? Yeah, maybe SHINee and BIG BANG are the same but DBSK is the most popular, most successful and the only one (i think.) in the Guinness book of records. LOL, am I right or am I right?? Nod your head. Anyway, I don't want Hankyung to separate from Super Junior too but if he wants to leave, don't let him. Hahaha! Araso? Kekekeke. I lost my ability on making sense in everything I say so, Mianhae. && okay fine, Sheila- you're not a stalker anymore. Kekeke, you're just my not-so-loving daughter. Araso? Araso. WAH! Okay, I'm going to plurk now then make my way to Facebook. If everyone needs me, buzz me @ my chat box! :D Tee-Hee.

FML.

2009-12-19T12:54:00.000-08:00

I'm deadly sick here, and still I have to do my work. Effing life.

I just updated my tumblr last night. Technically, I've influenced a lot of people to start blogging using blogger. Connection? LOL, maybe I'm being sick because of randomness again. FML! & my effing sister is scaring me that I have swine flu. Boo. (knocks on the wood) Hope, not. I haven't had my flu shot yet. And it sucks, I've been told.

My sisters are forcing me to do all the house chores today. That's why I hate being the youngest; my sisters can easily command me around. I hate it. Hate. Hate. Hate.

Speaking of hate, I hate my eyes just suddenly closing without me controlling it. It just suddenly goes down then I have to force it to open again. Psh. Yah, what are the symptoms again?

And yeah, I posted another story in winglin. ~~Go to feisty-girl productions to see it.~~

Ciao, netizens.

Edited: @ SHEILA: YOU STALKER?! KEKEKE ;3 Mianhe. Araso?

Advance "Happy Holidays" to all of you. I'm too lazy to post Christmas banners for my affies. Thanks for the gifts though. You all have been so kind to me and I love you for that. I've also left Lonesome-Sprint since winglin's is malfunctioning again. Boo-Hoo! ;p

Sorry Sorry- Answer

2009-12-11T16:19:00.001-08:00

EFFING HOT, SUPER JUNIOR. (drools)

Edited: But nothing's hotter than Onew. Wah, wuv you oppa x3

Anyway, just want to update my status for today. Now that I'm starting to get active again, lots of status changes. (victory dance)

1. Sweetest Memoirs is no longer active, it was deleted. Honestly, I didn't do my job as a co-webmistress properly when Cherrie was away. My sincere apologies. I promise to do my best in the upcoming comeback in another website with the gathering-power of Thithi Nguyen. Thanks for making a new site, and I'll support you in this one!

2. I'm currently writing my one-shot request @ This-Is-Me (Apply Fic @ winglin.) Apparently, the webmistress of that request-fic is really kind and nice to me. So as a gift of my appreciation, here I am advertising the link. Go there & request now!

3. As some of you might have noticed, my on-going fics are now under a long hiatus. Mianhe. Mianhe. I'm facing a massive case of writer's block- a writer's number one nemesis- and I must say, I'm not doing good at fighting it. There's a lot of ideas coming in to my brain, but it can't seem to support my ideal plots. Mianhe, once again.

4. (Woah! Lots of updates.) Just want to let you know that Onew's birthday is coming up! Don't forget to greet him in any way possible. As for me, I'm going to visit all Onew-related sites and give them my birthday banners. Kekekeke~

5. Super Junior's video is effing hot, I repeat. ^^

6. That's all, and thanks for reading my blog. Don't forget to spam and support.

여보.

2009-12-10T17:31:00.000-08:00

4 days from now, he's going to grow one year older- and I remain the same. Aigoo, I hate when this happens. It hurts right whenever you celebrate your birthday, yes you are one year closer to freedom but you're also a year closer to death? It sucks, I know.

But my oppa won't die in that young age. Kekekeke~

LEE JINKI-OPPA IS THE BEST! (hugs) Saranghae ^^

Anyway, this sucks. My dad didn't let me watch Dream Team live in Vancouver because it's one plane away from our place. (I live in Calgary. Tee-Hee!) That means I just let one chance go to see Minho. (cries) This sucks, doesn't it? Yeah- I know. It's even worse because there's no live auditions here in my area from neither of the Entertainment bullsh*t companies from Korea. (cries harder) Waah!

And so, I just go bid online and what do you expect? My dad just suddenly went up to me and said, "if we stop in Korea for our visit to Philippines to watch that SHINee boy group, will you stop bidding online? it hurts my wallet and your allowance, eeh." I squealed and said yes so the last thing that I ordered was the Cassies wristband. Not sure if they received my email though. (crosses fingers)

I was in honor roll, btw. (bows) I know, and no I'm not that smart! My mom's attending this tea in school tomorrow because yeah, I received an award and I hope she wouldn't bring my camera with her. That will be an embarrassing thing to happen. Boo-Hoo! x3

I wuv you, mommy. Kekekeke~

On my way to play fishville, Superpocus, Cafe World and country story in Facebook.

BRB, netizens. BRB.

Hackers & Addiction.

2009-11-28T10:43:00.000-08:00

I hate it when people becomes their true selves and started to nose around your personal stuffs. Do they have their own lives or their just plain annoying? It's starting to freak me out whenever my sisters starts to read my personal journal, or my friend grabs my USB without permission, and the very most hated people, the HACKERS.

Me, myself, is one of those hundreds of people who were gifted with hacking abilities. Mine isn't that good enough but I could still hack through different accounts. Anyway, I don't open people's accounts, I just control them; it's fun & it teaches the people being hacked to change their password to more personal words or unsolvable orders of letters. Reading personal messages isn't my hobby so I'm pissed off with the people who do it.

Example is my parents; whenever I'm sitting beside them, they'll simply snoop and secretly read my messages whenever I'm browsing them on my laptop. Another example is my sister; she'll simply stand there behind me, watching me do stuffs.

You know what? That just SIMPLY SUCK!

Blah. Blah. Blah. I still have lots of blabbing to tell you but I'm too lazy to say it aloud. So let's move on to my real topic here, my certain addiction.

I've only known Onew for a couple of months, (maybe a year or so) & I've never been this addicted before. Yes, I was also a certain fan of Shim Changmin from DBSK, Wooyoung from 2PM, Jiro Wang & Aaron Yan from Fahrenheit, but I've bever been this obsessed with a guy before!

It's not like I'm taking all of these in as a negative point in my life; in fact, I'm taking this as a positive one! At least, I'm not too focused on my studies no more. (*claps) But what I'm thinking about is what if I fall deeper for him, I might not be able to come back to my senses? What if as I continuously adore him, I dig a deeper hole of my addiction and in the end, I won't be able to climb back? I'm afraid that that might happen to me.

Yes, I'm enjoying this free addiction- no payments, no taxes, no allowance.

And what's worse is that if he finds a girl for him and I'm not happy with that. I might turn into a psycho and tries to kill the girl and kidnaps Onew and live happily ever after~~ NO. I'M NOT GOING TO DO THAT! I'm one of those good ~~fan girls~~ lovers; I'll try to be happy with my love's decision.

It's so deep- my nose is bleeding!! (*shrieks)

Nope. No. No. No.

It was because of Onew's dubu-ness. (*victory dance)

Oh yeah, I'm crying because I just saw one of Onew's HOT pictures. I'm always crying whenever I see him- either getting hurt or under his Onew's Condition. (OPPA, SO FREAKING HOT!)

Affies

2009-11-27T16:47:00.000-08:00

Anger Management.

2009-11-23T18:20:00.000-08:00

So I was talking to my friends these past couple of weeks and I realized one thing- I have anger management issues. Well, not really but I'm just one of those ~~few~~ many people who are HIGH-BLOODED.

I think I inherited it from my father, and I'm guessing I got my laziness and intelligent mind from him too. (*laughs) So there we were talking about me, then we started talking about me and my life and my siblings and my personality.

One of my friends mentioned what I look like when I write. I'm having this weird and gigil expression in my face while my lips are curving in each side. That part, I inherited it from my mom. And the way I lift my pinky finger whenever I do stuffs. Like right now, I'm typing and my left pinky is way up high. Ha-Ha-Ha!

Okay, so I entitled this post Anger Management because I just want to share my issues with you guys; who are by the way, the best readers and friends of all times! Since I was born, my life was pretty filled with bullshit. And you might wonder if I'm okay with that. (*sighs heavily) I've been living my life for 13 years now but I'm not yet used with the way I react in different situations. I don't know. Maybe, I'm the exact opposite of who I was in my past life. Maybe...

Living with my sisters (all four of them) makes me sin. Not in a pervert and homo way. NO! NOT LIKE THAT! It's just that, my sisters are always there for me to piss me off and ruin my day. I don't know. Does your siblings do that to you too? (*nods head) Yeah. Yeah. So, I'm guessing it's just their job to piss us off.

Well they're doing their job way perfectly and professionally. I'll give them a 8 out of 5.

So now my sister is just being her gay and non-sensible self.

What pisses me the most is when they call me names, especially when they call me bitch. So freaking weird right? For sisters like us, it's so depressing to hear them call you names. And you know what I tell them? I just say, "Okay?"

Blah blah blah. Now my sister is pissing me off, telling me what to do.

And now my mom just told me, "Do your chores first." Blah blah blah. Too many blabbing in this world that even me, the queen of random blabbing, can't understand.

Yes, I know. They're doing what's best for me but it's like they don't even know me!

In other words...

I HATE MY FREAKING LIFE & I WANT TO END IT RIGHT NOW!

With my head up high, I'll wake up in December 21, 2012 and shout out loud, BRING IT!!

(*awkward giggling)

Always Keep The Faith.

2009-11-20T15:31:00.000-08:00

It's been awhile since my last update, and woot, that was a week ago. I missed this place, (*coughs) okay, I miss this BLOG. As most of you guys are K-Pop people, I know you guys know what I meant with the title for this post.

Always Keep The Faith, Cassiopeia.

I don't know if you guys don't miss them but I do. And it's so hard to continue living when you know that there's a possibility that you won't be able to see them again as Dong Bang Skin Ki. What the heck?! I blame SM Entertainment for this. No, I'm just kidding. (*hides behind Changmin) Please don't throw tomatoes at me. But I think you feel the same way too. I mean, Junsu, Jaejoong and Yoochun wouldn't file a case against their contract with SM Entertainment if they weren't so unfair and mean with the way they cut the money.

I know, I suck but hey, I just want them back!

It's been a decade (hyperbole) since their last live performance and you know what? I want more! All About TVXQ, their music videos from Tri-Angle to The Secret Code, from their upbeat songs to their mellow melodies, and their live performances around the globe videos aren't enough to feed my need. I want new songs, new performances, and new videos! I'm tired of their old videos in Youtube.

That's why I joined the DBSK Sleepless Night team. When I need news about their lawsuit, I just go and click their site then BOOM! Dong Bang Shin Ki updates; lawsuit information, from Yunho's drama (Heading To The Ground) to Jaejoong's "Heaven's Postman."

LET'S FREAKING REVIVE THE CASSIOPEIA FAMILY AND RESCUE OUR BELOVED RISING GODS FROM THE EAST! FIGHTING, FIGHTING!

I just moved on from Jaebeom-oppa's departure, and how it feels weird without him in their new music videos, and now I have to face a new challenge?! No way, sir! DBSK is the best group in the world and a lot of fans will suicide if they hear that they're going to disband. And I'm freaking serious here! There's a 20 out of 100 percent that fans around the globe will either go emo or kill themselves because their beloved idol is gone from the Korean Entertainment world.

Well, maybe some of them can still move on and go to SHINee or One Day or Big Bang or Super Junior... but still, it's impossible to just forget DBSK.

Cassiopeia, unite and ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH.

I Love You, Man.

2009-11-14T22:11:00.000-08:00

As expected, Pacquiao made Cotto run around the ring.

Congratulations to Manny "Pacman" Pacquiao. LOL. I had a lot of fun watching the title match. We went to my cousin's house to watch it- it became a habit for our family to get together in watching movies or celebrating special occasions. Anyway, I played with my cousin's pet cat.. and ate a lot of chicken wings that were cooked by my auntie. Me and my sister ate all of my cousin's Pringles packs. He-He-He. In the end, they gave around 7 packs away to me and my sister. We love it!

What made me laugh the most was the part where my uncle was screaming, "Show him no mercy, Manny!" ROFL. That was so crazy. The time that they showed the slow-motion cuts of Cotto being punched by Manny, so hilarious. And around round 3 and 4, I think- Cotto slipped, not fell. Ha-Ha-Ha!!

Anyway, we told my dad that Cotto won and not Manny. And he was like, "OoHh?" and he's so shocked! And Pacquiao and Cotto kept on hugging each other. There was this time when Pacman's arms were around Cotto's neck and he was like turning around. LOL, I can't describe it but it was like, "I love you, man" moment between the two fighters.

And the three ladies that sang the national anthem, La Diva or something like that, they made me laugh too because Michael (the announcer) offered them his mic and they said, "No. We want three mics." LOL. And we were teasing my sister, because she's the only one who's on Cotto's side. "Zara, all of us against you." And she was like, it's-all-your-fault to me because we made a bet and I told her first that I'm on Pacman's side.

At the end, our uncle drove us home because my dad wasn't there. We saw my other sister pretending to sleep on the couch. Okay~ not related to the topic but okay.

Anyway, calling out to all FILIPINOS around the globe. Let's support our very own Efren Penaflorida in CNN Heroes. Go to this link and make sure to vote for him, not anyone else. He-He-He. Greedy much? Votings are unlimited so if you're bored or basically have no life, spend your time clicking those keypads and vote for him.

So I'm being all flip right now so yeah. Go Filipinos!

2PM FEVER.

2009-11-11T10:36:00.000-08:00

I'm on my way here, when I was accidentally tripped by Facebook. He-He-He! My apologies. Anyway, the freaking Heartbeat video of 2PM was just released, and it kinda feels weird watching it 'cause Jaebeom isn't there. 7 - 1 = 0. Honestly, am not a real die hard fan of 2PM, or 2AM or Jaebeom. But once I compare their videos from their first album to the latest, it feels weird without the group's leader.

What's even weirder is their hairstyles in the video. But, I simply have to avoid doing that! (*strangles myself) Anyway, try to enjoy the video even though I'm 100% sure that you won't be able to. [because the beloved Leadja isn't there with them, harmonizing the entire thing.]

Okay, let's try to move on.

My life was simply ruined by everyone in this world, including you. No, I'm just kidding. ^^ I don't know why but I just don't feel like living another day anymore. Is it because of Jaebeom's departure to Seattle? No, I don't think so. Or maybe it's because of someone else.

Aay.. Keep your mouth shut, Ranee! (*zips mouth)

Anyway, my mom returned to her normal self when she started looking through my emails when I was opening my MSN last night on my laptop. She was like, "Hey, who's that person?" and I was like, "Mom! Stop being nosy!" and she was like "I'm your mother! I have the rights to look through your emails." and I was like, "But it's personal! You're not suppose to read through my private messages. It's against the law."

And that entire evening, we started a debate about the differences of Law and Excuses. First I was on the side of law, then I ended up fighting for Excuses. Then my sister became the referee. Our weird and unofficial debate ended up when my dad arrived from work. He-He-He; we're both scared of him.

Anyway, before I forget. Just want to let everyone know that I'm not a good dish washer! I just broke a glass today. Poor me..

Going back on tracks to write my next story, Thousand Stars; Fate's Game. ^^ Tee-Hee.

MY SHINee boyfriendssssss!
Name / Username
Your first love	Key
Your second boyfriend	Taemin
Your third boyfriend	Taemin
Your fourth boyfriend	Taemin
Your last boyfriend turned husband	Onew